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[22]Hewouldstandbefihealth,anopen-airman.Hewouldputhishandsonhiswaistaremeh.Youcouldheartheedintheofhisdstrugglingwithalltheunnaturalimpediments.Hisbodywouldreelwithshodhisruieattheuioaggerbacktohisdeskandcollapsethere,uselessfortherest.
[23]Mr.Houghtoohigh-mindedmohegoodlife,sexlessandfullofduty.Yetinthemiddleofohesemonologues,ifagirlpassedtheingalolittlefeet,hewouldihisdiscourse,hisneckwouldturnofitselfandhewouldwatchheroutofsight.Inthisinstaomerulednotbythoughtbutbyaninvisibleaiblespringinhisnape.
[24]Hisneobjectofgreatiome.Normallyitbulgedabitoverhiscollar.
[25]ButMr.HoughtonhadfoughtiWsidebothAmeridFrendhade—byhatillogic?—toasettleddetestationofbothtries.Ifeithertryhappeobepromiiaffairs,akeMr.Houghto.Hewouldbangthedesk,hisneckwouldbulgestillfurtherandgored.“Yousaywhatyoulike,”
hewouldcry,“butI’vethoughtaboutthis—andIknowwhatIthink!”
[26]Mr.Houghtonthoughtwithhisneck.
[27]Therearsons.Sheassuredusthatherdearestelfare,butIkhen,withthemysteriousceofchildhood,thatwhatshewawasthehusbaherewasMr.Hands—andsoon.
[28]Ihavedealtatlengthwithmyteachersbecausethiswasmyintrodutotheiso.ThroughthemIdiscoveredthatthoughtisoftenfullofunsciousprejudiorandhypocrisy.Itwillledisiywhileitsnegremorselesslytwistedtowardaskirt.Teically,itisaboutasprofitasmostbusinessmen’sgolf,ashoasmostpolititentions,or—toyowioasmostbooksthatgetwritten.ItiswhatIcametocallgrade-threethinking,thoughmoreproperly,itisfeelihought.
[29]True,oftenthereisakindofinnoprejudices,butinthosedaysIviewedgrade-threethinkingwithaemptandaninockery.IdelightedtotapiousladywhohatedtheGermanswiththepropositionthatweshouldloveouremeagreattruthihgrade-threethinkers;becauseofher,Inolongerdismisslightlyamentalprocesswhie-tenthsofthepopulatiotheywillevergettothought.Theyhaveimmensesolidarity.Wehadbetterrespectthem,forweareoutnumberedandsurrounded.Acrowdofgrade-threethinkers,allshoutihing,allwarmingtheirhandsatthefireoftheirownprejudices,willnotthankyoutthetraditheirbeliefs.Manisagregariousanimal,andeascowswillgrazeallthesamewayonthesideofahill.
[30]Grade-twothinkiionoftradis.Ireachedgradetwoedthepoor,piouslady.Grade-twothistampedeeasily,thoughoftentheyfalliherfaultandlagbehihinkingisaitheyesandearsopen.Itbecamemyhobbyandbroughtsatisfadloherhand.Frade-twothiroyswithouthaviocreate.ItsetmewatgthecrHisMajestytheKingandaskiallthefusswasabout,withoutgivihingpositivetoputintheplaceofthatheadypatriotism.Buttherewerepensations.Tohearpeoplejustifytheirhabitofhueariopiecesbygthatthefoxeslikeit.ToherourPrimeMialkaboutthegreatbeweferredonIndiabyjailingpeoplelikePanditNehruandGandhi.TohearAmeripolitistalkaboutpeaesenteojointheLeagueofNatio.Yes,thereweremome.
[31]ButIardadolesdhadtoadmitthatMr.Houghtonwasnottheohaiblespringioo,feltthepulsivehandantofindthatpointingouttradicouldbecostlyaswellasfuh,forexample,aseriousandattractivegirl.Iwasahetime.Grade-twothinkiionandknosectslikeskittles.Iputmyselfinapositioedbyherradethree.ShewasaMethodist—oratleast,herparehhadtofollowsuit.But,alas,insteadontheHolySpirittoe,Ruthwasfoolishenoughtoopehi.SheclaimedthattheBible(KingJamesVersion)ired.IteredbysayingthattheCatholicsbelievedieralinspirationofSaie,awobookswerediffereflagged.
[32]AtlastsheremarkedthattherewereanawfullotofMethodistsandthey’tbewrong,couldthey—notallthosemillions?Thatwastooeasy,saidIrestively(fortheneareryouweretoRuth,theobeo)sihereweremoreRomanCatholiMethodistsanyway;andthey’tbewrong,couldthey—notallthosehundredsofmillions?Anawfulflickerofdoubtappearedinhereyes.Islidmyarmrouahlesslythatifweweregheads,theBuddhistsweretheboysformymohhasreallywaodomegood,becauseIwassoionofmyarmalessBuddhistswastoomuchforher.
[33]Thathervisitedmyfathera,red-dindignant.IwasgivehirddegreetofindoutewasluckywewerebothofusoRuthandgainedanuionasapoteine.
[34]Sograde-twothinkingcouldbedawasinthiskheageoffifteen,thatIremembermakiheheightsofgradetwo,oionsofgradethree.OneeveningIfoundmyselfaloheschoolhall,preparingitforaparty.Thedooroftheheadmaster’sstudyeheheadmasterhadpRodin’sThinkerdownonthedeskasaheyoung.Perhapshehadnotfoundaes,butthestatuetteswerestillthere,glimmeringaontopofthecupboard.IstoodonadrearraoodVeowelonthefilihathtitsbreathinagaspofsexyext.“A-ah!”
TheportentousThinkerIplatheedgeofthecupboardsothathelookeddowowelatoslip.
[35]Grade-twothinking,thoughitfilledlifewithfu,dident.Tofindoutthedeficiesofoureldersbolsterstheyoudoesnotmakeforpersoy.Ifoundthatgradetwowasnotoopointouttradis.Ittooktheswimmersomedistaheshoreahere,outofhisdepth.IdecidedthatPontiusPilateicalgrade-twothiistruth?”
hesaid,averyohought,butoisusedalwaysastheendumehebegiillahighergradeofthoughtwhichsays,“Whatistruth?”
aofindit.
[36]Butthesegrade-ohinkerswerefewaheydidnotvisitmygrammarsthefleshthoughtheywerethereinbooks.IaspiredtothempartlybecauseIwasambitiousandpartlybeyhobbyasanunsatisfagifitwentnofurther.Ifyousetouttoclimbamountain,hhyouclimb,youhavefailedifyouotreachthetop.
[37]IdidmeetanundeniablygradeohinkerinmyfirstyearatOxford.IwaslookingoverasmallbridgeinMagdalenDeerPark,andatinymustadhattedfiguredstoodbymyside.HewasaGermanwhohadjustfledfromtheNazistoOxfordasatempe.Hisein.
[38]ButProfessorEinsteinkthattimeawermahim,tryioybeariiohattheEforhiItispossible—aomaketheadmission—thatIfelthereweretwograde-oandingsidebyside;yetIdoubtifmyfaorethanaformlessawe.IwouldhavegiveinandFrendagoodsliyEnglishfermantouweweredivided;hewasasinscrutableasmyheadmaster.Forperhapsfivemiogethere,undeniablegrade-ohinkerahlessaspirant.Withtruegreatness,ProfessorEihatanytactwasbetterthaedtoatrinmidstrea
[39]Hespoke:“Fisch.”
[40]Mybrainreeled.HereIwas,minglingwiththegreat,ahelplessastheveriestgrade-threethielyIsnbywhichImightveythatI,too,reveredpurereason.Ily.InabrilliantflashIuseduphalfofmyGermanvocabulary.“Fisch.Ja.Ja.”
[41]Forperhapsanotherfivemioodsidebyside.ThenProfessorEinstein,hiswholefigurestillggoodwillandamiability,driftedawayoutofsight.
[42]I,too,wouldbeagrade-ohinker.Iwasirrelevaoftimes.Politidreligioussystems,sos,loyaltiesandtraditions,theyallcametumblingdownlikesomanyrotteree.Thiswasafinehobbyandaseuteforcriceyoucouldplayitalltheyearrouheendwithwhatmustalwaysremaiififrade-ohinking,itssign,seal,andcharter.Idevisedatsystemf.Itwasamoralsystem,hollylogical.Ofcourse,asIreadilyadmitted,oftheworldtomywayofthinkingmightbedifficemysystemdidawaywitharifles,suchasbigbusiralizedgover,armies,marriage...
[43]ItwasRuthallain.Ihadsoodfriendswhostoodbyme,andstilldo.Butmyaished,takingthegirlswiththeYoungwomenseemedoddlytedwiththeworldasitwas.Theyvaluedthemeaninglessywitharing.Youngmen,whilewillingtocedethegsordidnesse,werehesitantaboutabandoningtheanizationswhichtheyhopedwouldgivethemacareer.AyoungmarungoftheRoyalNavy,whileperfectlyagreeabletodoingawaywithbigbusinessandmarriage,gotasred-neckedasMr.HoughtonwhenIproposedaworldwithoutanybattleshipsinit.
[44]Hadthegamegooofar?Wasitagameahoseprewardays,Istoodtoloseagreatdeal,forthesakeofahobby.
[45]NoegmetodescribehowIsawthefollyofmywaysaothewarm,whereprejudicesaresoofteies,wherepoiionsarehallowedintobyrepetition,wherewearettosayedoisfeel.
[46]Butyouw.Idroppedmyhobbyandturnedprofessional.
[47]IfIweretogobacktotheheadmaster’sstudyandfiatuettesstillthere,Iwethemdifferently.IwoulddustVenusandputheraside,forIhaveetoloveherahefairthiIwouldputtheThinker,sunkihought,wheretherewereshadowsbeforehim—andathisback,Iwouldputtheleopard,croudreadyt.
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